Syahruddin Bin Esa
Energetic and Easy Going
Loves to Laugh and TALL
Born on 27 July 1992
ITE Tampines - Architecture
MSN - syahsnake@hotmail.com
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Monday, October 12, 2009 - Stressful.
Yesterday night, or rather just now morning, Its was a sad day for me and hurtful day for her.
Well, it's over. Lasted only for 1 day. I can't do it.
Am I doing anything good if I give false hope to someone? It's bad right?
1 hand clapping and the other is clenched with stress-ness.
I'm sorry to make you hurt, to make you cry.
Shouldn't have brought you into this position.
So it's over. I'm sorry.
Better now rather than I keep giving false hope.
Maybe hope for the best that soon 'she' will make me move on.
Well, it's over. Lasted only for 1 day. I can't do it.
Am I doing anything good if I give false hope to someone? It's bad right?
1 hand clapping and the other is clenched with stress-ness.
I'm sorry to make you hurt, to make you cry.
Shouldn't have brought you into this position.
So it's over. I'm sorry.
Better now rather than I keep giving false hope.
Maybe hope for the best that soon 'she' will make me move on.
Today, Woke up for school late, at 8 a.m. Haha!
Sorry if I paitaww some of you. ^.^
Didn't go to school! ^.^
Had stomach ache, do business then go play bowling.
Sorry if I paitaww some of you. ^.^
Didn't go to school! ^.^
Had stomach ache, do business then go play bowling.
2 straight games with Zahriee.
Then went to Bukit Gombak and play soccer.
Tripped, fall and bruises. - Ni la da lamer tak maen bola time hujan. ^.^
After that, went to Sinaran meet Khai, Fadhil and Aidil.
Slack, puff-puff and went home by 8 p.m.
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So back to my stressful love life.
2 years and 6 months of relationship with her.
All is shattered and broken.
But why a guy like me doesn't just leave and move on with life?
Why am I so arrogant?
Why should I even care when she doesn't?
Why am I still loving her when she has already loved someone else?
No matter who many girls interupt my love life and try to steal my love, why won't I stop loving her?!
Is there something you need to tell me, GOD?
Every single one of my friends advice me to move on.
Every single one of them tried their best to make me move on.
Every single one of them understands how deep my love for her is.
Everyone is hoping that I leave her and end my nightmare.
A reminder to her, don't regret when it's too late.
Telling everyone the truth, I'm trying all my best to love Ellyana.
Not even 2 years and 6 months with her but I can tell how much she loves me.
What about my 2 years 6 months relationship??
Only 1 year+ full of love.
The remainders are hatred, quarrels and fighting almost every single day.
Lastly to her, summaries.. Why am I still loving you until today while you can leave so easily?
I think I shall end here, I need a drink and rest.
Lesson learnt, Love and True Love are 2 different things. ^.^
Then went to Bukit Gombak and play soccer.
Tripped, fall and bruises. - Ni la da lamer tak maen bola time hujan. ^.^
After that, went to Sinaran meet Khai, Fadhil and Aidil.
Slack, puff-puff and went home by 8 p.m.
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So back to my stressful love life.
2 years and 6 months of relationship with her.
All is shattered and broken.
But why a guy like me doesn't just leave and move on with life?
Why am I so arrogant?
Why should I even care when she doesn't?
Why am I still loving her when she has already loved someone else?
No matter who many girls interupt my love life and try to steal my love, why won't I stop loving her?!
Is there something you need to tell me, GOD?
Every single one of my friends advice me to move on.
Every single one of them tried their best to make me move on.
Every single one of them understands how deep my love for her is.
Everyone is hoping that I leave her and end my nightmare.
A reminder to her, don't regret when it's too late.
Telling everyone the truth, I'm trying all my best to love Ellyana.
Not even 2 years and 6 months with her but I can tell how much she loves me.
What about my 2 years 6 months relationship??
Only 1 year+ full of love.
The remainders are hatred, quarrels and fighting almost every single day.
Lastly to her, summaries.. Why am I still loving you until today while you can leave so easily?
I think I shall end here, I need a drink and rest.
Lesson learnt, Love and True Love are 2 different things. ^.^
Labels: Trying my best, wish me luck.